12dpIUI

BFN. I feel like AF will be here soon. She is due on Friday. I think I am the only BB person to get a BFN this month. Don't get me wrong. I am so, so happy for all of them!! I am pretty sure I am out. The only hope I have left is that the "13" trend continues and I get a BFP tomorrow, 13dpIUI. But I doubt it. There was nothing on the stick. Nothing. I have a feeling that 13 will go back to being a feared unlucky number and tomorrow morning I will find that I have started spotting.

The only bright side is this. I am a speech therapist that works in schools, thus a school calender. If I got pregnant this month, I would have taken 12 weeks and then come back for the last 2 or 3 weeks and then taken off the summer. If get pregnant next month, I get to stay out from delivery until September. So, maybe this just wasn't the right month for us.

However, I am holding onto a very thin string of hope. We'll see.