I started some heavy spotting today. So it's over. I just don't understand it. I really don't. Dh's counts were off the charts!! How is it possible to fail with 121 million count? I just don't understand.
I am beyond devestated. I kind of had a feeling yesterday. I was just too pms-y, you know. So I had a few drinks at our BBQ. But I was still shocked when I was at my cousins birthday bbq today and saw the witchy AF. I told Dh and thought I was okay and sat down outside next to my aunt. I told her, "I just got my period"... and burst into tears. SO I jumped up and grabbed my mom and ran inside and told her. She was hugging me and telling me "you will be pregnant by the end of the summer, you will" I was a crying mess and DH looked helpless. SO I decided that we were leaving. Then my uncle walked in and just tried to ignore us all. Poor innocent bystander. So I sat in the car while poor, hungry, HD got a hamburger and we left. What a wasted trip to that BBQ for 10 minutes, at 4.00$ a gallon!!! So now I am sure that all my uncle's in-laws know all about my IF. Great.
5 days ago