The trials and tribulations of our journey to make a baby.

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Monday, May 26, 2008

IUI #1.. failed.

I started some heavy spotting today. So it's over. I just don't understand it. I really don't. Dh's counts were off the charts!! How is it possible to fail with 121 million count? I just don't understand.
I am beyond devestated. I kind of had a feeling yesterday. I was just too pms-y, you know. So I had a few drinks at our BBQ. But I was still shocked when I was at my cousins birthday bbq today and saw the witchy AF. I told Dh and thought I was okay and sat down outside next to my aunt. I told her, "I just got my period"... and burst into tears. SO I jumped up and grabbed my mom and ran inside and told her. She was hugging me and telling me "you will be pregnant by the end of the summer, you will" I was a crying mess and DH looked helpless. SO I decided that we were leaving. Then my uncle walked in and just tried to ignore us all. Poor innocent bystander. So I sat in the car while poor, hungry, HD got a hamburger and we left. What a wasted trip to that BBQ for 10 minutes, at 4.00$ a gallon!!! So now I am sure that all my uncle's in-laws know all about my IF. Great.


Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry that your period started and was poorly timed to begin while you were at a family BBQ. I have nothing to say that will make things better, just wanted to commiserate and say that IF sucks!

JJ said...

Im sorry, sweetie.

Jendeis said...

I'm so, so sorry. I wish it had worked too. I hope that you do get some answers and can move on to the next step, whatever that may be.