The trials and tribulations of our journey to make a baby.

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

Stupid Stupid Stupid

So I was being so good. I had no tests in the house but I was getting crazy symptoms. So DH and I are at the Dollar Tree, shopping for the bbq and I caved and bought a test. Dh was SOO mad at me. But I got it anyway. I put it under the counter and said it would be for tomorrow morning. About 10 seconds later I was ripping it open. So I tested this afternoon (11Dpiui and not firt morning urine)..


I am so so mad at myself. I know that I am not out yet. But come on.. With the bloating, cramping and boob pain I am having, If I was pg and it was just PMS it would have showed up. Too many symptoms to doubt that BFN.

I am so angry, upset and sad. I am just so tired of this crap!!!!

UGh.... I just ruined a wonderful day!!!


Jen said...

I'm sorry - that totally sucks. Hopefully it's just too early...?
Hang in there.

Leah said...

I agree, it could certainly be too early. Esp since it wasn't FMU. Plus those $ store tests gave me a false negative once. Regardless, I'm sure it was terribly deflating when those symptoms convinced you otherwise.

I will hold out hope that tomorrow's test (and the next one and the next one if you are an obsessive pee stick junkie like me) bring you better news!

Jendeis said...

I'm sorry, but also hoping like Jen and Leah that this was just too early. Told John Dear that I'm not going to test for a while, even though I'm supposed to see AF tomorrow. I just don't want to see another negative test.

JJ said...

I get tempted whenever there is a damn pee stick within reach...
Hoping its not over yet-hang in there!